August Cucumber

Remind me when I'm not rushing off to NYC to tell you about the time I was eating oysters and the oyster guy told me to notice how the taste of this one kind of oyster was just like an August cucumber, and indeed it was, wet and fresh and tasting the tiniest bit of earth and water.  And how that reminds me of tasting wine with people who know the language, so they can mention the raisin or the rust or the toast in the taste and suddenly a flavor that would have just slipped by becomes something I notice and savor and experience.  And how that makes me aware of all the things I don't have the language for, and how they sort of move past me in an indiscriminate blur, even if I am trying to notice and feel and articulate nuances.  Without the words it's hard to grab an idea or a notion or an impression before it's gone.  I have been listening to a musician who is really super talented musically, although only so-so lyrically.  And I'm trying to capture for myself what I am digging about the music, and it's something about complexity and layering and something else that all I can do is go "aha! there it is" when it happens and it makes me wish I knew the language of music, because the experience without words and names for the moments I'm trying to notice is like trying to tie a knot with mittens on.

Comments

[Pink Sun Drops]

How eloquently spoken. You put words to this feeling. I hope you find the words for your song so you can remember it.

[Richard Ames]

Where I live, if we think of the smell of cucumbers, we think of a venomnous snake, the Copperhead which lives in the woods around here. Copperheads have a strong cucumber smell when they are ready to bite because, like many snakes, they have musk glands near their cloaca which expels a fluid when the snake is threatened. So it's best, I think, if I try not to think of cucumbers while I eat my oysters, but thanks for the tip.

Have fun in NYC, and Happy New Year 2005!

[whomever]

You know, I have been trying, God only knows why, to figure out what on earth you are doing. You quit your job, and now you seem to drift around somewhat aimlessly, occasionally posting about weddings, emotive exchanges with friends, walks on the beach, the moon, the taste of oysters, dogs, how the weather makes you feel, etc. I mean really, your life has become the ultimate chick flick. I admit that I am at a complete loss as to what happened to you. Do you have some huge bank account filled with cash so you will just never work again? Have you had some sort of mid-thirties breakdown? I will admit that you posts are completely unappealing to me, mainly, I suppose, because I am a man, and this blog has become something akin to Splendor in the Grass, or some other movie chicks love, but I just cannot appreciate. I keep coming back out of some morbid curiosity to see if you have gained employment, or will admit that you are never working again, or to see if you have some sort of goal. Obviously, this has yet to happen. Will you please just formulate a post saying what the hell you are doing so that I can quit subjecting myself to these bizarre overly feminine posts? MAny Thanks

[Jack Jones]

That last one from whomever seemed a little mean don't you think? I'm also a man and I'll let you in on a little secret. Every now and then I like a good chick flick. We may complain about all of the froo-froo and all of the pillows on the bed, but the truth is that our lives would really suck if we didn't have all of the niceness that women bring into our lives. I was walking past the bathroom a few days ago and I heard my wife singing in the shower. She has a beautiful voice (I've never met a woman who didn't have a beautiful singing voice). Anyway, all of a sudden, I thought myself very rich. I also decided that anyone who doesn't have a beautiful woman singing is his shower is probably a little poorer than I.

[Autumn]

It was totally mean. I'm glad I'm a teacher and can get away with saying things like, "If you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all." Maybe it's too feminine a sentiment, but it's really a good general rule for getting on in the world.

[rem]

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