I love wi-fi. I'm sitting outside in the breezy sunshine on my back porch, with pansies and petunias and sweet little purple flowers all dancing around in their containers beside me. I can smell my rosebushes and peonies. When I am done writing I will go mow the grass. I might take a book and a blanket out to the yard and take a nap. Today is the first day in a long time I haven't had a scrambly hustle and bustle of activities. I've been invited to go for a sail on a beautiful wooden boat but I think I might decline it, and instead linger around here, maybe go for a swim in the afternoon.
Anyway. I came out to write about studying for the bar. One of the women at the shower I hosted yesterday is studying for it. She's taking Bar Bri but hasn't yet done any of the work. She hasn't taken any practice tests yet. I'm not sure she knows enough to be panicky yet. I loaded her up with my study materials -- the practice exam books and the flash cards that I made, and was a bit troubled to find that some of my favorite study materials seem to have gone missing. Anyway, I thought it was time for a post about how I studied for the bar.
First, I'm good at tests, generally. So the process didn't scare me as much as it might have scared others. But the bar exam is pretty tough. The multiple choice questions are tricky and obscure and designed to dupe you into choosing the wrong answer. And the sheer amount of other subjects you have to master is quite intimidating. The Maine bar passage rate the couple of years before I took it was under 60%, which is daunting. Everyone in Maine knows someone reasonably smart who didn't pass the bar on the first go-round.
If I still had the materials I created I would be able to give you a better sense of timing and schedule and process. I made a few big posters that helped me a lot. The most helpful one was a poster with a six or seven-week calendar on it, starting whenever I made the poster and ending with the date of the Maine and Massachusetts bar exams, filled in with things I wanted to do -- parties, sailboat races, picnics, meetings, etc. As days went by I would cross them off and I kept looking at the big picture of days left. I'm not sure this was helpful; it didn't keep me from squandering time (like most of June), but it did provide a certain level of focus. To the left of the calendar I made one of those sort of thermometer looking things that you see outside of libraries or churches or YMCAs when they're doing a fund raising drive. I made notches on it representing increments of 100, from zero up to 2000 or 2250. That represented practice MBE questions. Each time I would do a hunk of MBE questions I would color in an increment or fraction of an increment on the thermometer, in a color corresponding to the category I had just tested on (evidence was orange, contracts green, con law yellow, etc). Beside the colored segment I would write in the subject, the level of the practice questions (e.g. basic, intermediate, or advanced) and the percentage I got correct. My goal was to keep doing practice questions until I was getting consistently better than 75% on the advanced questions.
The final element of that poster was several rows of circles, running along the bottom of the poster. I think there were fifty or sixty, but again, I can't really remember. Sixty sounds high. Each circle represents an hour, and I would color in the hour or the fragment of an hour with the color of the subject I studied. My little reward system was in place -- I let myself color in an entire hour if I put in a solid, uninterrupted fifty minutes, but shorter increments were recorded faithfully, and two twenty-five minute stretches did not fill a circle.
I didn't do Bar Bri. I used the following materials to study for the bar: a used PLI CD-rom and study booklet that I bought on e-Bay. (It was geared to the previous year, so I had to set the date on my computer to the previous year before the CD would run.) It was okay. I watched most of the little videos on the CD ROM, as a way to earn a colored circle or two of credit for studying when I was feeling kind of passive, and used the book to help me make my own posters and flash cards, or to look up subjects that I'd gotten wrong on my practice tests. I bought the Maine Bar Bri subject guide, which was necessary and something I relied on, but was not particularly good. (For example, it was undated, and in some cases the law had changed. In other subjects it was just plain wrong -- tax, for example, had some important misstatements of the law.) I also borrowed my friend Brett's book of Maine's subject area essay questions and answers and that was a useful tool. My friend Caroline gave me her materials that she'd used to take the New York bar a few years before -- a few Bar Bri multistate books, which I found moderately helpful, and some Gilbert's practice MBE questions. The Gilbert's practice MBE questions, with the explanations of the answers, were the mainstay of my studying.
For me, it's boring and hard to study a subject in a vacuum. I mean, I couldn't just read the Contracts outline without my mind wandering, or saying, yeah, yeah, right, I know all this. But when I would do fifty Contracts practice question and note on my answer sheet which answers I was confident with and which were guesses, and then I scored them and reviewed the answer explanations, I was very interested. If I had been confused between two answers in the practice questions I was motivated to learn the distinctions that had confused me, and while reading the answers I would make up a flash card on the subject -- "novation" or "parol evidence" and would write out any subtleties I learned from the question. Especially if the question was one I HADN'T found confusing but had gotten wrong -- that got me real serious about figuring out why.
So a typical day of studying for me would begin with a hunk of practice questions on a subject (timed, always timed). Then grading them, and keeping paper or a pile of index cards beside me. The index cards were a device I started using after a few weeks of studying; I'd not used them before but really came to like them. I would just put a concept or a word or a term on the blank side and fill in a sentence or two or three on the other side, whatever chunk I gleaned at the moment I decided to make an index card. Later, if I learned something new or nuanced about the same concept I would add the clarifying information. Some cards have very little on them, some are full of tiny writing. I color coded my multistate index cards with a quarter-inch thick colored stripe on the right hand side, so you could tell at a glance which cards were property, contracts, evidence, etc. My other subject matter cards were on colored card stock and were a hodgepodge. Basically I had a card for each subject and tried to cram, for example, everything important to know about Wills onto the back of one tiny purple index card. Anyway, so I'd grade the hunk of questions I'd done, making up index cards or jotting down concepts or questions on a sheet of paper. Then I'd generally go outside (it was June and July, and gorgeous, after all), often in my bikini, and I'd sit in the sun and read or watch a little lecture from the CD ROM on my laptop. Or look at the trees, or nap.
I fretted about studying and/or pretended to be studying much longer, but I probably actually studied only about five or six good hours each day. Maybe only four. And there were plenty of days I didn't study at all. The fear that I should be studying, that I was behind, that it was time, or maybe even too late, to finally get serious and disciplined, never left me. I talked to two or three friends on the phone about their process and that left me alternately reassured and panicked. They weren't doing nearly so many practice questions; I wasn't doing nearly so much mastering of the subjects I hadn't taken in law school.
I spent my study time between three or four places. I was at a little coffee shop in town most days, with earplugs or headphones on, making index cards or taking practice tests or reading and noting the elements of the answers of all the past Maine Bar Exam essay questions about negotiable instruments or trusts and estates or professional responsibility. I worked at my kitchen table or my drafting table making posters about criminal procedure or hearsay exceptions. I sat out in the sunshine in my yard a lot. I took practice MBE tests on my green loveseat. I didn't study anywhere else, really, but I did drag a book or two around with me everywhere else I went. In retrospect it was ridiculous. I don't know whether at the time I really expected I would steal away and study at the grocery store or at dinner at my parents' place, or if I just wanted sympathy, but I always had a book or my flash cards in my bag or in the passenger seat of my car.
I don't think people appreciate the misery of the bar exam. Even if the actual study schedule is reasonably manageable, as mine was, the anxiety and the perception that you're hugely far behind, that you'll never get it all into your head and that you'll space out or be unable to parse what's in your head into the specific answer format they want, that nagging doubt is always with you. It was relatively mild in me; I know I'm smart, I know I remember things really well, I know I'm good at tests, so far I've never been in the bottom 40% of any test I cared about. By contrast some of my classmates were hugely affected by the process; they became stressed out robots who could only talk about or do one thing: study. But even for me, with a degree of confidence and a commitment to sailing and seeing friends and enjoying life it was quite unpleasant, and something I hope never to do again.
If I DID have to do it again I think I would do it the same way. Maybe in a more compressed amount of time. I would spend a lot more time with the Maine Rules of Civil Procedure, because I made the foolish assumption that because they gave us the Rules I wouldn't need to know them by heart and fell down hard on that section. Otherwise I think the fundamental combination of going hard core on the MBE subjects and taking calculated risks about how to divide one's time among the various subjects needed for the state exam, tracking hours spent and subjects studied with a color-coded system, worked pretty well. I never bothered to get my score (do they even give it out? I never cared enough to find out) buit I passed both exams.
[I took the Massachusetts exam as well as Maine and my preparation for that consisted, literally, of bumping into a classmate on the way into the exam center and saying, "Hey, is there anything I should know about Massachusetts law?" He said something about a consumer protection statute, 93-A, and triple damages for fraud. Okay. I didn't even end up using that on the exam. There was a lot I didn't know on the Mass test but I passed, just like everyone else I know who took it.]
Having read this post, I am even more amazed that two years after having gone through this process for the CA bar exam, my son is willing ti to the same thing in NY this year. It sure sounds like the complete anthesis of a wonderful learning experience
Posted by: WAB | June 20, 2004 at 12:36 PM
Here, I have to dissent. I enjoyed studying for the NY and NJ bars after my law school graduation and even the Maryland practitioner's exam that I took 2 years ago (while working and with two young children) What I love about tests is that they are finite (which is what makes them so artificial) You have questions that you can master if you practice over and over again, a task that's completed in 2 days and a few months later (if you've worked hard enough and had the luck of getting the questions that you studied for), you get a piece of paper saying that you passed. Contrast that with the practice of law where even after you file a brief or a motion, new evidence may be discovered or facts may change so as to require changes to what you've argued. Indefinite dates for hearings and trials. And results which don't necessarily reflect some hard work, yes, but also luck - the jury or judges assigned to the case, the likeability of the client, etc...So much in law practice is out of one's control whereas the bar exam is almost completely within one's control.
Posted by: Carolyn Elefant | June 20, 2004 at 01:30 PM
I'm just surprised you remember all of this! I took 2 bar exams last summer and I think I've blocked out the entire process out of my mind.
Well, at least I think I've blocked it out of my mind, until I see someone walking down the street carrying a BarBri book and I get a little chill down my spine.
Not something I ever want to go through again. I knew that I was taking 2 states at once so that I wouldn't have to do it again for a good long while. If ever.
Posted by: blondie | June 20, 2004 at 07:10 PM
Way to bring back unpleasant memories! I took the Iowa bar exam 7 years ago and had mostly blocked the process out of my memory until I read your post. I don't think I studied nearly as much as you did. I definitely didn't go through the flash card process you described. Back then Iowa had a fantastic bar review class that was very cheap (I think it cost something like $300). For approximately 2 months, we had class every night weeknight for up to 4 hours. My study time was mostly spent reading the outlines and doing practice MBE questions. The whole process was miserable. My girlfriend was out of town for the summer and I spent every waking moment either missing her, studying, or feeling guilty for not studying. The exam itself was similarly miserable. The clock seemed to move backwards and every moment was unpleasant.
The second bar exam was much easier. I took the Illinois exam one year later and simply was too busy with work to spend anywhere near as much time studying. I think I prepared for 8 days. I just borrowed a friend's Bar Bri materials from the previous year and made the effort-saving assumption that the law hadn't changed in the last 12 months. Fortunately, my Iowa MBE score transferred and I was spared that hell the second time around.
Posted by: DGJ | June 20, 2004 at 10:32 PM
I have very fond memories of the summer I studied for the bar. It was actually one of the few times in my life when I haven't been stressed out or felt woefully behind; and I was conscious even then that the bar was the last time any screw up of mine wouldn't have an impact on others (a client, for example).
I did BarBri. I treated it like a 9 to 5 job-- but even better because I could control my schedule. I would get up and go running, then attend morning classes. After class I would take a 2 hour break to have lunch with friends from the class, lie in the sun, and do tasks related to planning my wedding. Then I would study for exactly 4 hours-- until about 6 or 6:30-- and then I would do something fun like go out to dinner. On the weekends, I would go out of town to visit my fiance, but I would get up early on Sunday and study for another 4 hours.
It was great! My main regret: I didn't do enough TIMED, practice essay questions. It was quite a shock to my syestem to have to do 12 essay questions in a row with only 30 minutes for each--only 30 minutes to read and digest a complicated fact pattern, spot the issues, figure out solutions, and then outline and write an answer. I knew that if I blew a question, I wouldn't fail if I were strong enough on the other questions, so I focused on the questions I was strongest in and didn't waste time and energy on the ones where I knew I would be in trouble. But it wouldn't have been such a painful experience if I had practiced more TIMED essays.
Posted by: cmc | June 21, 2004 at 08:05 AM
I seem to recall that you've posted, and I've commented, on this before, but perhaps I'm just imagining things. I enjoyed my bar-study summer and was pretty relaxed about the whole thing. I worked full time as a summer associate at a huge DC firm, and studied for the CO bar on my own nights & weekends.
Because I'm hearing impaired and can't understand audiotapes well, Bar-Bri gave me a full set of the CO bar-study videotapes. These were much easier to follow and stay focused on than audiotapes would have been. And by doing homestudy, I could go at my own pace, double up if I wanted to on one evening so I could go to a summer associate event or hang out with my (then-)boyfriend another, and go back to review things as necessary.
My approach was simple: do all the tapes, review and mark-up and occasionally summarize the outlines, and do LOTS of practice tests. I did PMBR, which I thought was a good use of some additional money because it forced me to take a timed practice test early in the summer and because the practice questions in the PMBR book were much harder than the Bar-Bri ones (and than the real MBE ones, I thought).
I also did a fair number of practice essays for the state portion of the test, but found these pretty easy and didn't spend as much time on them (other than learning - for the first time - how to use the very simple "IRAC" approach, which my law school didn't bother teaching, and learning how not to overthink the questions). I didn't bother making flash cards, though I tried using some that my boyfriend (two years removed from bar study) had prepared and found them not terribly helpful for my study style.
I think I took three practice MBEs under test conditions -- the two PMBRs and one Bar-Bri -- and those were scary and stressful but extremely helpful preparation. They were also the only times during the summer I spent with other students studying for the bar, which was fine with me. Being around so many stressed out, hyper-competitive people upset the happy balance I'd achieved with work, bar study, spending time with my boyfriend, exercising, and enjoying the DC summer scene.
I went home to CO for about 10 days before the test, and that was my favorite time during the summer. I'd get up early in the morning, walk down to my favorite cafe and spend a few hours reviewing the commercial outlines and making my own notes about them. Then I'd go for a run or a hike or a bike ride and spend a couple of hours being active and outside. In the afternoon, I'd do practice questions for a few hours, and then I'd typically take the evening to relax with my folks or some friends. This not only kept me from flipping out, it also gave me some time away from the books to allow everything to gel in my mind.
The actual test was fine -- the MBE questions seemed easier than the practice questions, and the state portion was pretty straightforward. I had some interesting conversations with people during the breaks, and the overall atmosphere was friendly.
Unless you have a hard time studying and balancing things in your schedule, you might consider working during the bar study period. Not only does it help defray the costs of the test and prep materials (particularly if you're heading into a clerkship and/or don't want to commit to a firm or other bar-funding employer yet), it also keeps things in perspective and helps you avoid obsessing and over-studying. You might also try to enjoy the process of knowing the most black-letter law you EVER will.
Posted by: mad | June 21, 2004 at 01:30 PM
Thank you for writing that. I'm currently studying for the bar and reading that made me feel better. Especially the part about blowing off most of June! :-)
Posted by: CeeQue | June 22, 2004 at 03:48 PM
Ditto what CeeQue said!
Posted by: Glib Gurl | June 28, 2004 at 02:19 AM
Right on...thanks for the post! With the exception of color-coding everything it sounds like I'm doing just about everything that you did. Hope I'm as successful as you come July 27-28. Anyway, thanks for your memories and for making me feel a bit better about my current (lack of) readiness. I scored a 114 raw on my Bar/Bri practice MBE today and am sweating things as a result.
Posted by: Unmelt | July 02, 2004 at 05:17 AM
Thanks for this post -- it makes me feel a lot better for not being as crazy as some of my other friends are getting. Two and a half weeks left...
Can we go sailing when this is all over? :)
Posted by: Scott | July 11, 2004 at 12:35 PM
I'm getting ready for the february bar, still trying to get a good schedule set for myself. Always good to hear others' survival stories!
Posted by: abt | January 08, 2005 at 02:36 PM
Thank you - I had my first day of BarBri today and went into the full panic of "I'll never learn all this!" . . . "I can't possibly spend 12-16 hours studying a day!" . . . and then I went back and read your bar prep post. I will tell myself to treat this like a 9-5 job, and *not* panic.
Posted by: Crow | June 02, 2005 at 04:12 PM
I linked to you after my first big freak out. Thanks. I'm hanging in there. I like to draw pictures so I'm thinking the poster thing could be fun.
heh
Posted by: Melissa | June 13, 2005 at 10:45 PM
I am studying for the Indiana Bar right now and had my first real breakdown today... up until this point i would maybe get an hour or two in a day (with distractions of course)... i think i can do it, but the fear of having my name not be posted on the pass list invaded my soul and has made itself at home in my gut... deep breaths... i will try to relax... i'll be fine right???????
Posted by: Pg | June 30, 2005 at 07:36 PM
I just took the mass bar without bar bri or anything. The morning was no sweat (MBE) but teh afternoon seemed to kick everyones ass.
The essays were not bad in the least. I feel kinds ok...the mbe's were way easier than i thought. Gilbert book was an ass kicker that sets you up nicely.
good luck to all!
Posted by: Bob | July 29, 2005 at 03:48 AM
I graduated from law school in 2001. I worked as a lawyer abroad, so did not need to take the Bar exam. Now I'm back in the US and find that I definitely need to take it. I'm planning to take the February California Bar exam. Do you know if I start studying now if it will be enough time? I work full-time, so will be studying evenings and weekends. I don't know how to organize myself and get started. I need to have a schedule of what to do everyday. Do you have any suggestions?
Posted by: Christina | September 05, 2006 at 06:14 PM
Thanks for writing this and putting it out there. I stumbled onto it in search of a study schedule which I could use as a template because many offered are simply anxiety inducing and ineffective for how I study. And mine has been lacking. With less than two months to go for prep time, it really was perfect timing to see the suggestions!
Thanks again,
Tia
Posted by: Tia | January 02, 2007 at 01:39 PM
would u happen to still have any outlines for the MA bar exam that you could send to me? thanks!
Posted by: ann | November 02, 2007 at 10:10 PM
Just wondering if anyone bothered doing their own set of complete notes. I started doing it for one subject and its taken me about a day and a half, but its about 15 pages and now I am thinking its probably not worth it, given PMBR and Barbri give fairly good outlines. Any thoughts from those geniuses who have comfortably passed the exam??
Posted by: TN | January 06, 2008 at 09:04 PM
Took the Cal bar in 1961. Three days/24/52 minute questions. Passed on first try.
Still a member of the bar but will let it lapse in January. Made my pile.
Advice: Stick with Issue/rule/argument/conclusion (and don't get fancy).
One more...for Gawd's sake don't handwrite.
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Posted by: todd | March 26, 2010 at 03:07 AM
Everyone in Maine knows someone reasonably smart who didn't pass the bar on the first go-round.
Posted by: Supra Shoes | November 03, 2010 at 02:45 AM
I could never take the bar. Too long, too stressful, etc etc etc. And yea, I've known quite a few lawyers who were really smart and had trouble with the bar.
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